During my first year, when I couldn’t able to sleep at night , I started exploring myself . What was i even doing ? What is my condition? Why i am facing these issue ? You know just Philosophical questions . I think night has its own power . You can feel it if you decide not to sleep tonight . Go to a open place where you can feel the wind , where moon is visible . just take a chair and sit there . Take deep breaths , talk with yourself . Its a good feeling, Especially when you are stressed by your work or studies .
On that day I decided to walk because i thought it would help me fall asleep again . But what its bring me the imagination of my brain . Just a few days ago I watched inception for half an hour. I was studing psychology lectures at that time and I heard a term Lucid dream . A Dream where you know that you are in a dream . Yeah, you heard right. You can do anything everything from saving a planet to travelling through space . It sounds amazing but but it requires a strong imagination . So on that day i was thinking what if i did this and practised it such that i will daily have the lucid dream. I think me & my friend will find a way to connect our lucid dream so that we will have same lucid dream . It made me go crazy . I began to imagining myself representing my research papers in US in front of popular psychologists & journalists . I will be the person who invented the Multiverse in our subconsious mind and so an so i was thinking i was getting more dopamaine just like scientists when they got some idea .
Unfortunately it created more worse condition for me to sleep because I was thinking about that US presentation whenever I was closing my eyes . Fortunately it was 5 am , I was still thinking the idea so I decided to distract my brain . I went outside my hostel for a walk . It made my brain passive . now heading towards ground a cold weather with some sunlight What a Exploring night it was . I came back to the hostel ,cleaned up , had breakfast and finally went to sleep .